MAKCIK MEDIC BERBICARA

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Lately makcik jarang sgt2 study..entah nape. Smakin dkt ngn xm ni..makin malas pulak rasenya mata ni nk stay up. Kalu stay up pown bukan nk study..tp surfin benda yg entah hape2. Masuk hari ni xm just ada 2mmgu je ag. Yup, mmg la just internal xm...not professional xm yet. Tp xm tetap xm n it do carry marks cik oiii...so nak tanak...study 2 mmg wajib la.

Smalam lepas je usha notes Biochem topik Met of AA..ade hosmate ni dtg bilik. Mizah...member bek dr Setiawan. Hek3..Dy dtg sembang2 sumer..then terkeluar la topik 1 Litre of Tears ni... huk3. Punye la dy ngan c Dilla ni promote makcik suh tgok... katenye besh la cite ni. Leh tangkap leleh... so makcik pown amik inisiatif mengopi citer 2 dr external disc Mizah.. hak3.. n makcik tonton la pagi ni smpai la ni. Justnow bau abis tgok citer 2...

Upernye mmg besh la citer dy...pasal neuro degenerate related 2 spinocerebellar area..atrophy on dat part yg mmg give result n menakutkn n wat make it worse is.. no cure 4 dat recently. So makcik tgok la cite dy... mmg tmbah besh coz kelas makcik bau je pas uat lab Physiology related 2 motor examination. I observe clearly how da Dr. incharge dlm cite 2 perform knee heal test..Tandem walk test...Dysdiadochokinesia... n oso my fevret examination... Romberg's sign test. Mmg plakon dlm cite ni bwk watak A1 la..mmg seyes real when she act losing her gait. Neuro problem do make people suffer alot as most of them killing smoothly n take such long period of time...like Huntington's n Batter.

Dlm cite ni gak..makcik belajar banyak benda dat life is short n we do need 2 appreciate every single breath yg kite still ada...coz its not ours at all..Allah yg bg pinjam. Alhamdulillah..kite semua masih mampu bernafas sampai hari ni.

Bile makcik tengok ending dy...hows Dr yg incharge 2( seyes lupe apetah nama dy) begitu berusaha uat research sume2..makcik pk balik..how silly i am 2 waste my precious time. Makcik rase bersalah je tetibe bila pk selama makcik jadik medical student dh nk genap staun ni...makcik bnyak bazirkan masa uat benda yg bukan2... sorry everyone. N wat make me feel even worse is dat..im a scholar n im wasting my tyme??? Cmon... wasting tyme by uat benda yg xberfaedah is like buang duet rakyat lak rasenya...huhu. Im sorry everyone... :((

Hmm... wat xceli i wanna say here is dat... mase yg berbaki ni insyaAllah makcik n shbt2 sume akan usahakan yg tbek 4 our becomin xm... makcik maybe bukan sowg yg pandai...but no such things like pandai in medical school..its all about ko rajin or malas! N i wana have an attitude change pasni... insyaAllah makin rajin study as xm just around da corner je pown. :P Hopefully i manage 2 pass my 1st pro xm diz Ogos n harapnye 2nd year nnt akn menanti...

Terngiang2 d telinga makcik ni kata2 Dr. Taher...my Anatomy lect yg salu kate.. "u did 1 mistake u kill 1 patient"...kalu la makcik ni malas...entah bape bnyak patient la makcik akn miss treat nnt.. Nauzubillahi min dzaalik... :((

Wish all medical students out there yg ngah face xm full with bless n moga2 kite sume bjaya dlm mnempuh hari2 yg menyakitkan but still full of keseronokan as medical student ni..insyaAllah. 4 those yg non-medical student...do support us as we oso cannot survive witout engineers..teachers..lawyers etc. 1 malaysia! hek3...

ME; Makcik medic and all IMS shah alam crews will struggle all we have tok intex3 nnt..n becomin PROFESSIONAL XM...! Gambatte..!!!

full hope..full commitment..only 4 1 same aim.. mardhatillah isyaAllah.

Wsalam.

P/S: credits 2 mizah, dilla n mira 4 dat such nice citer yg kowg bagi makcik copy.hek3